I Will Never Let You Fall,

I'll Stand Up With You Forever

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if something bad happens to us someday,
it'll never change what we have now; what we've always had.
because you were right. love is real and we have to do everything to keep it alive.
wherever life takes us, i want to be with you.
forever or until tomorrow.

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i wish that life had a map, so that i could take a look every now and then,
just to see where to go next.
right now, it would be very useful because i'm lost.
i'm really lost. i have no idea what i'm doing at the moment.
just wandering around.
you have led me to unknown roads, but where should i go?

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if i could go anywhere in the world, i would choose the sky.
but i wouldn't stop to mingle with the birds, or race the jet planes,
or even catch a ride on a rocket.
i'd just keep going, and maybe if i flew high enough, i would melt into the sun.
and i would finally burn with the type of passion i've only ever dreamed of.

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and so my darling, maybe, just maybe, we will one day
be able to find our way back to those green fields and blue skies.
back to the places where we were young and innocent.
before we saw the horrors of war or experienced the ache of heartbreak.
maybe one day, we can find our way back there again.

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why do we let the acceptance from others make or break us?
why do we base how attractive or charming or good of a person we are
on how many guys like us or don't like us?
why can't we just suck it up and say, 'hey, i'm a pretty cool person'?
when guys don't like us back, why can't we accept that it's their loss,
not ours?

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you only have one life to do whatever you want with.
in 100 years, nobody will remember the stupid mistakes you made.
so make a fool of yourself while you still have the chance;
because if you spend all your life trying to be the coolest kid around,
you will never be happy with yourself.

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you know what i think?
i think you do love me, or you could love me.
but you're just too stubborn and scared to admit it.
because the last time you really gave your heart to someone,
it got broken. and i get that.
i've been there. but somewhere along the line,
you gave up on the idea that you deserve to feel this way again.
- one tree hill

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what if we could take pictures of our dreams?
what if there were a way to document the visions we have while we sleep?
maybe we could know ourselves better and, in turn,
better ourselves if we had pictures of our subconscious.
if we knew our deepest thoughts, the thoughts that won't come out during the day;
perhaps we could know all there is to know.

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and they say we'll never see half as much as they did.
it's true that we never saw vietnam or world war II.
we didn't see our mothers cry when john. f. kennedy died.
we never sat in front of our tv screens in horror as we heard the news of the
columbia crash. but we've lived our whole lives being told that we're just not good enough.
we've seen anorexia and bulimia because skinny just isn't skinny enough.
we saw columbine; virginia tech and watched the twin towers fall.
we've seen a whole lot of greed and even more hate.
our generation fights a different kind of war.
but we've seen just as much as them, and maybe even more.

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i hate how everyone compares love to romeo & juliet.
did anyone ever read the play? they met for a few minutes,
and started getting it on a few hours later on the balcony.
they married three days later. three days. keep in mind they hardly spoke then.
got married, did the big deed and long story short, they died.
they were lust. i bet juliet didn't even know romeos favourite colour,
much less his birthday. i don't want a relationship like that.
i want the one where i know everything about him,
that one where i know it's more important than looks.

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